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Seeds

May 11, 2008

 by a.m. moscoso

Who planted the seeds that took root along the road to Riversleigh?

Who planted the Nightshade and Rosary Peas and Elephant Ears that grew wild and choked the life out of the roses and daisies and wildflowers that used to grow there?

Who do you think took those seeds from gardens tended by Monks with no faces and Women with no eyes and  who do you think stole each one of those seeds with the steady hand of a surgeon from resting places in the sour dark earth that cover long ago graves?

Who planted those seeds in the dark, dropping each one into the earth with dusty cold hands - smoothing the earth back over again with a foot encased in leather with heels worn away from miles and miles of namless roads that cut through miles and miles of nameless towns?

I wonder.

It’s just a thought, one little seed from me…

to you.

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First card of The Enchanteur’s Journey Deck.

January 5, 2008

0- The Great World-Seed

In the Beginning, was the Void. 

Empty and waiting for fullness.

The Void waited for the generosity of Life.

Life brought forth a gift for the Void. 

In Awareness the Great World-Seed was born.

The Void welcomed the Great World-Seed, 

Containing all realities and possibilities.

The Seed floated in Nothingness,

The perfect dark and silence.

The Nothingness was broken by Light.

Light burned the Seed to ash,

Which became uncountable World-Seeds,

Still lifeless, the World-Seeds waited, feeling cold .

At last came Warmth, comforting the World Seeds.

The World-Seeds hung in silence,

No sounds came to them. 

They were dry, incomplete and barren.

On the Cusp of Everything

Float the World-Seeds. 

Hail the Promise of Seeds

 

 

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A welcome to adventure

December 5, 2006

THREE QUESTIONS

Who will walk with me in the high meadow where the waving lupine caresses lavender on our bare feet and hides the rabbit tracks of yesterday? Who will hold my hand to jump-step the stream that flickers clouded fingers of light into our laughing eyes? Who will tumble with me down the grassy, tender slope of childhood memories where the game was more important than the goal?
Perhaps who is not the question or the answer here -
but I listen intensely just the same.

Where is the crystal pool with the mossy stones beneath the earth blessed spring of winter’s tears where we can wash our dusty feet? Where can we shed our false pride and imagined slights that gather like mold upon our skin, hidden beneath society’s brash garments? Where can we stand naked in warm cleansing rays of friendship and eternal love without the curse of shame cast in the name of faith?
Perhaps where is not the question or the answer here -
but I look deeply just the same.

When will I know that you have heard my silent, stifled cry for courage to conquer selfish, foolish right? When will the extraction of tortured self-inflicted spikes draw breaths of joy rather than sighs of fear? When will I hear the siren song that I know blends with the chiming star stuck bells of eternity? When will I cease to question that which my soul should already know from simple shaped internal bliss?
Perhaps when is not the question or the answer here -
but I wait patiently, just the same.

papa faucon

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For Ninja Cat from papa

November 12, 2006

a Fitzgerald as comment …

SEED:
“Flying forth on wings of creativity”

One may drift-glide on
the updraft-essence of Mother Earth;
or yield to the draw of etherial winds –

but to move forward to wisdom’s hush,
you must brush wings
against the silent breeze
in measured beat of heart
and Eversong –

knowing that creation is of doing,
and that stopping
is of falling
back to
human form.

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Dissection of Elixir

November 2, 2006

ELIXIR of CREATIVITY

A Fitzgerald Acrostic by faucon

Of E

Elation is essential to a rebirthed notion,
or blending of mind and spirit
in soulful reverberation …

or simply remembering
of what has been afore
through instinct or Current draw,
or kiss of faerie-dew …

for if you lack capacity for awe;
or are unwilling to dance at dawn,
then no magick drought
will quench your yearning

On L

“To love life is to know life,”
or so echoes ancient halls …
and pulsing blood and creaking bones
has little to do with wisdom –

but the joyous reflection of a flower’s tear,

or sudden laughter of gusted leaf,

or whimsy of a stranger’s glance

can bring life to somber drear,
or self-inflicted desert of inspiration.

Else I

“I” is an important word to know –
though only relevant because of ‘you’,
for creation is only found in ‘we’.

Stand on my shoulders
that I might see the world through eyes
beyond the limits of ego’s attention –
and any seed of intuition
that I may nurture to fruition
must surely come from another’s hand.

X marks the spot

Somewhere between exasperation and expectation
is a spot of exaltation
as one sees divinity in being one and all,
without exception.

Cross my heart and finger hex
that any thought may become a poem,
and each person met a story told –

and I am but the pen,
and willingness,
and parchment scraped clean
through adversity.

I Again

One could wallow in indecision,
implicit intent, or even intemperance
as source of inspiration –

but one only need look back at self,
as reflected in other’s myopic perception
and ponder the inequities
of being other than you seem –

and then describe in some lyric form
that “I” and “me”
are but figments
of divine attention.

R us

These five steps of introspection
all have a common theme of risk;
a concept overshadowed by respect,
responsibility and reason –

yet, it is the willingness to fail
that is the true fuel of creativity –

and that you will take the risk
while others remain but critics –

thereby but in the audience
of the living symphony.

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Androgiosity

October 30, 2006

Each phrase that follows is an extraction from a poem or posting written by me - faucon. In each case I received a comment which indicated a gender view of the writer or deity focus of the phrase. You all can join in this. For each, decide whether the ‘deity’ effecting the action is ‘male’ or ‘female’, both or neither. Enjoy. No right or wrong answers.

“the thought was so profound that its energy fingered down like a flash of lightning to caress the soft hills of yearning earth.”

“Evidence of God’s hand is all around us but we don’t always see. The greatest culprit is that we don’t look, or perhaps are too afraid to see.”

“The twisted and gnarled trunks seemed like sinewy arms attempting to draw heavenly glory down to a troubled earth. Foolish, since God’s grace distills like dew on the petals.”

“Outside there is darkness, — and there, and there;
shadows fitting to those ever suffering
from yearning, longing or crush of endless shame.
But here is light, flickering hope, tiny passion flames.”

“I close my eyes in wondrous, silent thought
and seek the source of blessed, vibrant song.
Then I sigh aloud and laugh in fond relief.
I know ‘tis You that simply called my name.”

“What if the entire purpose of our existence here is only to be washed in the sea of our birth again and again until our souls are smooth and flawless? What if the grinding sand and crashing waves of our struggles produce a music we are not meant to hear?”

“Diamond dew drops do distill and join the twinkling of the brook,
and birth strong song of meadowlark and glint of fluttered fairy wings.
Man may mourn and dream of stealth while vengeful justice closes book.
Hopeful love runs unto the sea and cannot know what future brings.”

“What if a dream could play?
Would it dash with me to a playground swing;
back to innocence - forward to heaven’s climb?
Or would that we spin on that small carousel
where it takes planned help to friendship bring?”

“I cannot touch the blessings
that rain down on humanity.
But I know that you are there,
for I am cleansed in mercy
and renewed in flowering birth.”

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Guaranteed to Thrive where planted!

October 29, 2006

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Temple Dance

October 18, 2006

With Cher-Lynn’s help
I arrive early at the Temple,
not wishing to interfere
with the arrival of the many maidens,
clothed as pirates, crones and all…

but a quest is a quest –

the entrance is guarded by
hooded figures with lances
dressed in such colorful garb
they might be lost parrots –

but you are not interested in mundane stuff,
but of the Fertility Dances, no?

So I will tell you what came to pass,
in a double Fitz as is my call to dance …

Fertility Rite

She wore cloak only of ancient voice,
with silver veil of compassioned love
and shimmering crown of wisdom.
Hear the Light call!
Feel the essence sing!
Though soul is guarded by Questing Prayer,
my spirit draws down, ever down
to bind the heart and serpent base.
Rise up, extend, grow ever tall;
be forever now.

Spiceful incense swirling –
flirts with flute and drums un-nerving,
while candles cause the pillars to dance
in foretold march of ageless right.
Were I but young and of lesser will,
I would hear the Siren-Song
and join with thee,
as proof of man and eternity;
save faucon belongs
by pledge and bond
to Gwendydd Emrys.

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The Canyon

October 15, 2006

 

The woman stirred leached acorn flour into the basket of boiling water. She was proud of her basket– woven at two hundred stitches an inch from dried rushes, so tightly woven that when coated on the inside with asphaltum, the basket would hold water. She had dropped heated stones into the basket, one-by-one, until the water came to a boil. As the acorn gruel began to bubble, the woman’s stomach growled.

She was hungry most of the time. The coastal oaks which provided the acorns were scarce and she had gathered most of the acorns from the local trees. She frequently walked down to the mouth of the canyon creek where it emptied into the Pacific Ocean. She would scavenge the rocks for mussels and the beach for clams. Even these had grown scarce as well. She would have to move her camp up the canyon to the Topanga, the “above place” to find more oak groves and their precious acorns.

Moving camp was dangerous though. It stirred up the bad spirits that lived in the canyon. They tormented her, whispering things in her head. But when they came, she would be ready for them. She would sing. She would draw upon the songs of the ancient Tongva and some from the Chumash from up north. Sometimes the spirits dragged her away into darkness– but she would come back– she always did.

The woman sat beside the firepit and looked at the domed hut she had constructed from willow branches. She regretted having to take apart the structure, but then she brightened: at her new camp she would construct a temescal, a sweat lodge. Ordinarily, only men used a sweat lodge for purification and vision questing, but sometimes women would as well. Yes, she would build a temescal.

After she finished breakfast, the woman quickly packed up her camp, bundling the willow branches and filling a large travelling basket with her tools and other belongings. She slowly stepped her way up the boulder-strewn canyon, pushing her way through the choking brambles. She kept watch for snakes and listened for the voices that were sure to come.

By the time the sun had peeked over the rim of the canyon, she had reached a clear area near a familiar outcropping of rocks. Within a short time she had kindled a fire and reconstructed her hut. She found a grove of oak trees nearby and replenished her cache of acorns. When she returned to her campsite, she filled a small basket with acorns and climbed with it to the flattened top of the rock outcropping. She found the mortar holes that the women of the canyon had used for thousands of years to mill acorn flour. Centuries of pestle stones smashing and grinding the hard seeds had worn deep holes in the rock.

The woman paused for a moment to feel the presence of the women who had gone before here, to ask for their blessing as she worked. Then the woman knelt before one of the holes and dumped a handful of acorns into it. With her stone pestle, she crashed it into the acorn-filled hole. She quickly fell into a rhythm, rocking to and fro, pounding stone against stone.

In keeping with the rhythm, songs began to fill her head and eventually they issued from her mouth. She chanted of Quaoar, the Creator, who sang into existence the three worlds: the sky, the earth, and the place of the spirits. She sang too of Coyote who flung the stars into the vault of heaven. And she sang of Swordfish who provided the People with all good things from the sea.

As the woman sang and rocked, she felt herself melting into the fabric of the canyon. She became the trees, the rocks, the trickling water in the creek. She smiled as she sang.

Then a voice pierced her mind: “….no fires here….trespassing… must come with us……”

The woman stood up and dropped her stone. She began to dance atop the rock, still singing. She called upon the spirits of the People to protect her. A strong hand gripped her elbow.

“C’mon, Professor… you know you can’t have an open fire this time of year… you wanna set the whole canyon on fire?” The woman tried to pull away from Sheriff Whiting. Her singing grew louder.

“Aw c’mon, Professor, don’t give us a hard time. We’ll just take you to County Med, get you stabilized, and you can go home. Okay? Ramirez, give me a hand here, will ya.”

The Sheriff’s partner took hold of the woman’s other arm and together they pulled her off the rock.

“Ramirez, stamp out that fire– Professor, I’m gonna just put these cuffs on you, real light, just so we’ll all be safe, okay?”

The woman stood before the men, still rocking and singing softly to herself.

“Why do you call her ‘Professor’?” asked Ramirez.

“She taught at Southhill– anthropology or environmental science– something like that– an expert on the local tribes. A real activist– y’know that ‘get-in-touch-with-nature’ stuff.”

Whiting and Ramirez led the woman up the canyon trail towards the highway.

“What happened to her?”

“Dunno. Just flipped out one day and the school canned her. She lives in a house down near the mouth of the canyon– perfectly harmless when she stays in her own backyard– but then she starts wandering up and down the canyon, ticks off the neighbors with her wailing, lights fires, geez….”

“And no one knows what set her off….”

Sheriff Whiting gently eased the woman’s blonde head into the police unit and shut the door. He chuckled, “Maybe it was the evil spirits….”

Ramirez frowned at Whiting, but the woman laughed and sang even louder.

 

Image and story: Lori Gloyd (c) 2006